jiboner r ek nam...khujte thaka

amra khuji.....amra sarata jibon sudhui khuje berai.......eta ami na bohu prosidhdho monobid ra bolen.........asole jodi ektu bhebe dekha jay kothata bodhhoy khub miththe noy........amra sotti i khub beshi khuji...khujtei thaki.....sei khojar odhhoy tai jiboner kinaray dariyeo somapti ghote na....amra ki khuji???ki khujtei thaki ses din obdi.....ei prosno kora hole uttor ta amra jani kintu keno ta jani na.........ha,ha amra amader jiboner ses din obdi sudhu sukh khuji...shanti khuji....tripti khuji......r ei je khojar oporisim nesha seta konodin shanti te poribortito hote pare na...karon santir khoje santi harie jay.....r sei harano jinish ta khujte khujte ek somoy jibonta ses hoe jay..........asole khojar neshay amra bhule jai je khojar konodin ses hoy na......

amra jokhon emon ekta manush khuje pai je nijei nijer modhdhe gutie thakte bhalobase tokhon tar kache dabi kori emon ekjon manush hoar je nijer kotha pran khule bolte pare......je nijeke ujar kore bhalobaste jane.............abar jokhon thik erokom ekta manushke pai tokhon dabi kori emon kauke paoar je dure theke sudhu chokher bhashay kaj kore fele........je mon khule sohoje nijeke jahir kore na sobar olokhkhe bhalobese jay..........ami biswas kori kokhono kokhono emon somoy ase jokhon moner kotha mukhe bolar dorkar.........ha kokhono kokhono darshoniker stor theke neme ese manush hoa dorkar........kintu ekta manush je shobhabsidhdho bhabei alada onnorokom je sobar arale thaktei bhalobase tar ki hobe.............tahole to take bodlate hobe tai na??kintu amra je boli bodle kauke bhalobasa thik na..........tahole seta aar bhalobasa thake na...........jodi oi mukhchora manushta na bodlay sekhetre jodi sudhu kotha na bolar jonno keu tar theke dure chole jay tahole nijeke bodle felatao ki bodle jaoa????"bodle bhalobasa????"..............bodol kake bole...........bodle jaoa kake bole.............bhalobasa-bhalobaste para ki????????nijer moto kore bhalo rakha naki jake bhalobasi tar moto kore bhalobasa???????jake bhalobasi tar moto kore take bhalobasa ki aste aste nijer porichoy nijer sottar obokhkhoy??nijeke "bodle " fela???

asole onek bhebe felechi.........onek bhebe feli amra...............hotat kore proyojoner tagide manush theke darshonik abar kokhono darshonik theke manush hoe jai..........kheyal o kori na asepasher manush gulo ki bhablo.........bujhte parlo to ei doito sottar obosthan take??????aole amra sobai mukhosh pore thaki...........keu proyojone nijer bhalomanush boka boka montake arale rakhe......keu nijer kutsit montake lokay oi mukhoshe..........diner ses e sei khojai cholte thake..............khuji kon sotta take prodhan korbo................kake adhare rakhbo...............konta ami??????prosnota thekei jay................

hotath jodi fire dekhi..........

amra sobai kichu dharona nieboro hoi....kichu principles....kichu biswas....r jehetu egulo khub chotobela thekei amra mene asi tai hoyto sotti sotti jedin amra boro hoe jai r seei biswas gulor bhit jokhon norte suru kore tokhon nijeke kemon jeno shikor hin kemon jeno asompurno mone hoy..............amra sokolei khub biswas kori bhalobasar jore..........biswas kori kauke nijer moto kore bhalobasle se amader chere jabe na..........achcha amra jodi ektu bhebe dekhi tahole dekhte pabo amader chaya amader pichone sorboda ache............keu ki kokhono bhebe dekhechi ei chayara ja sarakhkhon pase pase royeche nirobe sei chaya ja amader ostitter ekta ongsho sei chaya rao kintu harie jay...........ghono ondhokare amra kintu amader chyaya keo khuje pai na...............abar odbhut contrast amra kintu khub aloteo khuje pai na chayake..............etai bodh hoy jiboner porihash....hoyto jake amra sobcheye beshi biswas kori sei jiboner tibrotomo muhurte songo chere dey...........achcha akokhono jokhon hater muthoy bali chepe dhora jay dekha jay bali hater fak die pore jay....jotoi chepe dhora jak na keno sei alga hoe jay bondhon...........etao ki ekta shikhkha na jiboner............jokhon i amra kono obolombon ke du hate chepe dhori harie jay toto sohojei sei jinista.........accha tai bole ki kauke nijer bole pranpone jorie o dhora jabe na?????kauke nijer cheye beshi kore agle rakha jay na???tokhon ki setake dombondho kora poribesh bole???swash proshwash nite parar jaygar obhabh bole?jodi bhalabasat shadhinotar biruddhe ese daray tahole ki ta r bhalobasa thake na???tobe ki shadhinota ta beshi joruri naki bhalabasra odhinosto hoata????njer kore tibro bhabe bhalabasta ki bhul......mukti tai sob??bhalabasar agol ta anonder naki shantir nirobota ta beshi kammo???????bujhte parini...........asole amra poth perie chole asi pother bake bake fele asi onek prosno onek ojante kore fela bhul..............r jokhon poth ta perie ese pichone fire dekhi tokhon prosno gulo aro bhison bhabe dhora dey ............

ostitto..

atmar bishuhdhikoron cholte thake
babodhan toiri hoy manoshikotay
nijer mulyobodher porichiti bodlay
bodle jay dristi bhongi,jibonbodh
darshonik hat bodle ese daray
lupto atmomorjadar dorgoray
probol ohongkar mukh lukay
gopon glanite
jibonadorsho jibondorshone tofat gore dey........!!!

shikha amar dikhkha amar...............

om pita nohsi pita no bodhi...........diner surutai kortam sei porom pitar kache shanti somridhdhi kamona kore........"drill shed" e darie chokh duto buje...........jokhon line e darie sobai eki jinis boltam tokhon kichu mone hoto na kintujokhon ami nije "dias" e daratam ekta odbhut lagto......samne prottekta meyer porichoy meye thakto na tar ahoto nari poripurno manush.......protteke soman bhabe gorbito soman bhabe bolishtho............ekta sanghatik protigga bodhdho mukh dekhte petam sob mukhgulor modhdhe...........

mone ache amar amader class ta khub bises chilo oneker kachei aamder modhdhe sob kichui chilo porashuno kheladhulo moja sobetei chilam amra.....komti chilo na kichutei ta se class ten twelve r "excurtion" i hok ba sports er din ta.......annual function hok ba foundation ba Bethune day............ice cream khaoa theke khichri obdi.....cemetry te kede fela theke saraswati pujote komore achol bedhe pujor alpona deoa..................sob i aj onek dure kintu jhapsha noy........soman bhabe sposto...........soman bahbe anondo dey....eka bose bhabte geleo............hasi ene dey thoter konay .......
sei class e bose off period khojar apran chesta............r konomote peye gele jomie golpo...............bondhu kokhono ek bochone babohar korini konodin...........borabor bolechi "bondhura"......eta boka khaoar somoy i hok ba moja korar somoy.......por por char bochor girish monche uthe darie "BEST CLASS" r prize niechi buje "prefect" badge ta lagie...........aj o mone hoy oi onubhuti oi gorbo oi ohonkar r hoyto kichutei pai na.......ha mukh gulo oi chobitar motoi hoyto jhapsa ajke................sobai chorie geche.....keu keu harie o geche.......harayni tader sriti.....harabe o na.eta atto-tusti i bote.......

girish monche gunte gele bodhhoy dosh bochor gechi.............tin bochor annual programme e sudhu prize nite r baki sat bochor programme ta korte........sei anondo soabi mile kichu korar dingulo eto beshi sposto je aj o konodin kono bisoe utsaho harie felle oi dingulo utsaho jogay.......aj onno kothao "openning song" "namaste sate te...."gaile chokh buje dekhte pai girish moncho......pichie jai oi din gulote........aj o "chitrangoda"kothao bajle mone pore jay ek sathe hall e sei probol chesta probol porishrom..............konodin mone hoyni ei bhabe oi dingulo te je khub khatchi.....mone hoto egulo chara bachbo na.....
ha ajo beche achi.............osob cherei beche achi........beche thaktei hoy......chartei hoy.............jiboner olikhito niyom eta......alada thaki tobu aj o kothao na kothao amra "Bethunites"..r

seta bojha jay 12th august...7th may........saraswati puja te..........bojha jay sotti bojha jay....................
hoyto tomar uposthiti aj kom kintu bhulini................bhulbo na tomake kotha diechilam kotha rekhe jabo ses obdi..............tumi shikhiechile meyeder jole uthte,nijer lorai nijeke lorte ,shikhiechile odhikar kere nite.........chesta korbo tomar montre dikhkhito hote.................tomake harte debo na......tomake nichu hote dekhbo na kotha dilam..............tomar kotha tomar shikha thakbe mone,mathay.........................."konyapyebong paloniya shikhshoniyatijotnoto"

ses hoy........................

jibon abortito hoy

nijer okhkhe,nijer kokhkhe

somoy bodle jay

pariparshik bodlay

onubhuti chapa pore obhimane

rater por rat,balishe

opekhkha,opekhkhao aste aste

fupie fupie ses hoy

din bodle jay

jibon,somyke songe kore

abortito hote thake

oborudhdho chokher jol

rat ses e milie jay

obhimaner jayga ney klanti

obosad jiboner sonali rongke fakashe kore

tobu aborton obiroto

cholte thake choltei thake.............

bake bake pore thake protisruti,

bheja chokher pata,onek biswas

onek kotha na bola rat,onek opekhkha

somoy perie jay.........................

onekta somoy............sotti hoyto onekta noy........tobu amar kache onekta........sotti onekta..............onekta somoy dhore opekhkha..........na opekhkha na chesta moner birudhdhe jaoar............chesta....ekta bikele.....ekta ghum na asa dupure.......ekta klanto rate..........jokhon chokher pata gulo cheye thake ki jeno ki sunbe bole.............opekhkha kore bristi bheja sondhe gulote obhiman bhangbe bole............keu sotti ache je mukhos na mukh dekhte chay mon dekhte chay.....onek din opekhkha chilo,opekhkha keu ese somorpon korbe nijeke.............opekhkha oi duto bishshosto chokher..........jake ekdin dekhechilam rater abchayay khub sposto kore........................

opekhkha kichuta attobiswas.............kintu na ami i bhul....je chole jabar je jay....ami atkai ni..........atkano uchit hobe na bhebei...................biswas ja amar seta fire asbe............aj bujhte parchi amar kichu chiloi na hoyto...tai ei nirobota.....ei shitolota...........ei hotasha,chapa obhiman................tai hoyto biswas er binimoe peyechi obhijog........mathay kore niechi......sarajibon hoyto je kono surute egulo bhabbo........jani na etai hoyto prappo chilo.......bhalo theko sudhu bolar chilo.............bhalo rekho..............aj ses barer jonno hoyto nijeke prosno korlam.......er por thakbe sudhui sriti..............seta amar ekantoi amar.......otai keno janina ekmatro paoa holo................ekta gan sunechilam tate bola chilo kokhono amara jiti kokhono hari..................ami harlam i na hoy...............sudhu oi har tai nijer thaklo.................nijer holo.................sotti aj r kichui chai na ami klanto....sotti klanto........oboses kichui nei............thitie poreche

..........chena rong harie jay

onek somoy sudhu poristhitir bodole bodle jay dristibhongi................kokhono kokhono sudhu oporichito ekta muhurte bodle jay amader chena pothgulo.......manushgulo keno janina mukhosh hoe dhora dey...............nijeke keno ke jane oddrishsho shoktir kache porajito lage.........keno jani na chena khub chena ekta mon ojana hoe othe..........keno jani na duto chokh ajke nirbhoye bhosha kora jeto sei atotayi hoe othe.............je protima ke sorboshsho bose jenechilam eta sudhui prostor khondo hoe jay..........................keno jani na sokaler sopnogulo bikeler poronto aloy dhusor hoe jay................somosto sonali rong ghete jay................sob rong mishe jay ...............kalo r jonmo hoy.......sopner rong gulo fakashe hote hote sheshe milie jay.....................sob kichukei jeno kuasha gras koreche.......sob jhapsha...................sob

.................rong-tuli

sopno.................sopno sobai dekhte pare ki? jani na amar biswas pare na.................ami nijeke borabor sei dolobhukto kore esechi je dole sopno dekhte bhoy paoa manushra thake...........je doler manushgulo sopno dekhar cheyeo beshi bhoy pay tar bhobishshot bhebe..............amar ek bandhobi amake jibone prothom hoyto bolechen ami sopno dekhi.................sopno shobdo ta amar kache khub mulloban jotota ei tokmata............je ami sopno dekhi....................jani na sopno dekha kake bole,jani na sopno ke dekhate pare,janina sopno keno dekhe................tahole prosno ki jani?................jani sopno jiboner rosod...jani sopno beche thakar jiboni...............jani sopno dekhte parata sotti sopner motoi sundor...........jani sopno dekhte chai.......jani sopno rong-tuli hobei ekdin.....jani sopno dana debei....................

...Anwesha

ek jholok haoa
songe nie ek mutho sriti
sritir majhe khujchilam
ekta kichu,ontoto ekta porichiti
emon ekta kichu
jake ami chinte pari
othoba je amay
khujchilam akashe megher gaye gaye,
........hotat jeno kadhe kar hat
chomok bhanglo.........!!!!!!!!!!!!
ota otit,ota rat
gobhir kalo nikosh rat.............
jar ondhokare harie geche diner aalo
harie geche sriti......
harie geche porichiti....
harie gechi amio,tai....................
khujchilam sei ondhokare
nijeke.............khujchilam tobu..........
pachchilam na!!!!........

onno arshi...

ichche jokhon ichchedanar obhabe

ichcher birudhdhe jay

tokhon ichchadhin mon ekla

nisthobdho ondhokarke chuye dekhte basto hoy

ondhokar ke sporsho korecho?

chuye dekhecho ki poronto rod?

chokher jol gal beye neme ase

bhorer prothom ghaser shishir dekhecho?

chader alo gaye mekhe pagol hoy mon

halka himel haoay bhabna mele dana

oi ondhokarer arale rater hotash dirghoswas sunecho?

surjo tikhno,nirbhorjoggo tai ogrogonno

ushnota ane shitol nistej poroshe,

kintu oi aloy arie jaoa taraguloke khujecho?

amra khuji na.......naki khujte chai na??????!!!!

bhoy peye kukre jai naki........

bhoyer arale nijeke rakhi.....................?!

nil nirjone.............nishshobde

nil rongta amar khub pochonder...............karon............kono karon hoyto sotti sotti nri tobu khub bhalolage ei rong ta............kothay bole nil rong naki cheleder stahe onek beshi khap khay.....hote pare kintu ami nil rong ta ke khub pochondo kori meye hoeo............ami nil rongtar sathe onek kichuke melate pari bolei hoyto...........amar mone hoy nil rong holo akorshon,abedon,osombhob shanti,tibro jontrona,protyakhkhan,opekhkha sob kichuri ekta chitrobhas..............shobdo ta amar banano hoyto mane nei..........chitro bhas mane ami ja bolte chailam ta holo chobir bhasa.............kono kobir kono shilpir aka kono chobir bhasa.....................nil er sathe ami nijeke khub bhalo melate pari.............odbhut kintu sotti pari..........

songi sudhu tup-tap.........

borsha jani na keno amar nijer moner khub kacher...borsha amake sob somoy kotha furole kotha dieche abeg furole abeg dieche emonki chokher jolero konodin obhabh hote deyni...............kothao jeno ekta tan ache borsha-bristir sathe amar(bohuloke eki kotha bole jodio)...................amar chokhe jeno bises kore ei ritu ta dhora dey onnobhabe......dhora dito ba dhora dey ajkal,bola hoyto bhalo hobe.borsha-bristi amar kache sotej sobuj gondho,ekta apato basto sokaler poriborte ekta olos din,ojachito ekta obokash,ekta prappo somman harie fela kishori,hostel er janlar gorad dhore ekta nishshongo dupur-songi sudhu tup-tap,asbestus er chaler upor bristir nupur er ektana awaz,barir janlar samner dekhte dekhte poche jaoa rasta tar ekta onno rup...........amar kache bosha holo class er fake hat ta barie jol chure deoa porichito mukhe.........notun notun class er pase hotat i jome jaoa jol dekhte gie senior er bhasano nouko......amar kache borsha mane it pata rastay lafie chola(senior der kora onushashon upekhkha kore)...amar kache bristi mane nagalingam er gacher ful chorano rastay ba dik bachie matir gondho neoa.......amar kache bristi-borsha holo asansol theke kanna chepe eka black e fera............asansol er kono ek college r canteen e kono ek brihospoti bare mukhomukhi bosa............amar kache bristi holo kothar fake cigerette er dhoyar baron r gacher patar ses chuye asa joler fota..............amar kache borsha amar kichu mulloban sriti kichu harano prapti..

..........batha mor uthbe jole

amar biswas er upor ogadh astha..............ami biswas korte bhalobasi..............ami sopno dekhte bhalobasi...ami biswas kori biswas er jor manusher onratma ke sobol kore shokto kore..........ami mani biswas korte parle nijer modhdhe aro probol biswas jonmo ney.....ami biswas kori biswas manushke bodle dey...manushke notun rup dey....erokom hoy na je kono manusher jibone sada kalo bhinno rong nei,ami mani na manush sudhu kalo ba sada hoy....ami biswas kori manush kichuta sada kichuta kalo............kintu ei kalota kichutei sada ke dhakte pare na...........biswas korle aghat pete hobe eta swabhabbik kintu tar mane ei hotei pare na je er por sopno dekhte bhule jete hobe biswas korte para jabe na...........ami mani jara ekbar dhakka kheye biswas korte ba bachte bhule jay tara bhitu tara porashroyi...........ami mani pore gie uthte na parata swabhabik holeo pore gie uthte shikhte paratai biswas er jor................ami biswas kori oi mombatir alor solpomeyadi roshshite ja hoyto beshi somoy thake na kintu ses obdi kalo dur kore jay..............ses obdi... tate take nijekei jolte hok na keno...............ami aloy biswas kori,alor tibrotay noy.

bristi sheshe...................

bikeler dhusorotar akashe
jokhon kone dekha alo
bristi shesher matir gondhota sporso chay
tanpurar tartajokhon ochena sur badhe
angulgulo chue jay,alto porose
norom chul sopno chay
amar opekhkha suru hoy
bristir abege,bastobikota songe nie
diner alo muche jay rater obhishape,
mukti cheye
rojnamcha bodle jay
dinolipi toiri hoy abar
hotat batha peye
poth cholte thake,pother ses dhore
pichudak pore thake pother pase,
bartto hoe.............!!!!!!!!!!

ami gan khuji..........

kono ek basto diner ses e jokhon diner alo furie ase suru hoy ondhokarer shason...baire akash karur opekhkhay chokher jol jhorachche.......bristir abese dhusorotar modhdhe ekti meye........eka....hoyto kono ek golper nayika.....kono ek ganer kichu pongtite harie geche..........hoyto ba sei gantay roeche karur chute chaoa,kauke harie fela,karur na paoa...............sei golpe o hoyto ache tomar amar moto kono ek sadharon manusher bhulte bosa sriti gulo...hoyto ache kichu bristi bheja kharap laga.......kichu ushnota-kami muhurto.............diner ses e ei amar kothar jogoter meyeti eka.......pore thaka jolchobi ta jiboner kolaje sajanor chestay mogno............matha noto hoyto kono emon manusher kache jar kache se nijeke sope dite cheyechilo..................anoto chokhe hoyto sei manush tar sopno ja se eksathe dekhechilo................kono ek indrojale atka tar indrio jekhane ache sei manushtar hater-chuler gondho...........meyeti opekhkhay..........eka................jhorke aj se tar songi koreche.......tai hoyto alo te se ochena ondhokare sposto..................