shikha amar dikhkha amar...............

om pita nohsi pita no bodhi...........diner surutai kortam sei porom pitar kache shanti somridhdhi kamona kore........"drill shed" e darie chokh duto buje...........jokhon line e darie sobai eki jinis boltam tokhon kichu mone hoto na kintujokhon ami nije "dias" e daratam ekta odbhut lagto......samne prottekta meyer porichoy meye thakto na tar ahoto nari poripurno manush.......protteke soman bhabe gorbito soman bhabe bolishtho............ekta sanghatik protigga bodhdho mukh dekhte petam sob mukhgulor modhdhe...........

mone ache amar amader class ta khub bises chilo oneker kachei aamder modhdhe sob kichui chilo porashuno kheladhulo moja sobetei chilam amra.....komti chilo na kichutei ta se class ten twelve r "excurtion" i hok ba sports er din ta.......annual function hok ba foundation ba Bethune day............ice cream khaoa theke khichri obdi.....cemetry te kede fela theke saraswati pujote komore achol bedhe pujor alpona deoa..................sob i aj onek dure kintu jhapsha noy........soman bhabe sposto...........soman bahbe anondo dey....eka bose bhabte geleo............hasi ene dey thoter konay .......
sei class e bose off period khojar apran chesta............r konomote peye gele jomie golpo...............bondhu kokhono ek bochone babohar korini konodin...........borabor bolechi "bondhura"......eta boka khaoar somoy i hok ba moja korar somoy.......por por char bochor girish monche uthe darie "BEST CLASS" r prize niechi buje "prefect" badge ta lagie...........aj o mone hoy oi onubhuti oi gorbo oi ohonkar r hoyto kichutei pai na.......ha mukh gulo oi chobitar motoi hoyto jhapsa ajke................sobai chorie geche.....keu keu harie o geche.......harayni tader sriti.....harabe o na.eta atto-tusti i bote.......

girish monche gunte gele bodhhoy dosh bochor gechi.............tin bochor annual programme e sudhu prize nite r baki sat bochor programme ta korte........sei anondo soabi mile kichu korar dingulo eto beshi sposto je aj o konodin kono bisoe utsaho harie felle oi dingulo utsaho jogay.......aj onno kothao "openning song" "namaste sate te...."gaile chokh buje dekhte pai girish moncho......pichie jai oi din gulote........aj o "chitrangoda"kothao bajle mone pore jay ek sathe hall e sei probol chesta probol porishrom..............konodin mone hoyni ei bhabe oi dingulo te je khub khatchi.....mone hoto egulo chara bachbo na.....
ha ajo beche achi.............osob cherei beche achi........beche thaktei hoy......chartei hoy.............jiboner olikhito niyom eta......alada thaki tobu aj o kothao na kothao amra "Bethunites"..r

seta bojha jay 12th august...7th may........saraswati puja te..........bojha jay sotti bojha jay....................
hoyto tomar uposthiti aj kom kintu bhulini................bhulbo na tomake kotha diechilam kotha rekhe jabo ses obdi..............tumi shikhiechile meyeder jole uthte,nijer lorai nijeke lorte ,shikhiechile odhikar kere nite.........chesta korbo tomar montre dikhkhito hote.................tomake harte debo na......tomake nichu hote dekhbo na kotha dilam..............tomar kotha tomar shikha thakbe mone,mathay.........................."konyapyebong paloniya shikhshoniyatijotnoto"

ses hoy........................

jibon abortito hoy

nijer okhkhe,nijer kokhkhe

somoy bodle jay

pariparshik bodlay

onubhuti chapa pore obhimane

rater por rat,balishe

opekhkha,opekhkhao aste aste

fupie fupie ses hoy

din bodle jay

jibon,somyke songe kore

abortito hote thake

oborudhdho chokher jol

rat ses e milie jay

obhimaner jayga ney klanti

obosad jiboner sonali rongke fakashe kore

tobu aborton obiroto

cholte thake choltei thake.............

bake bake pore thake protisruti,

bheja chokher pata,onek biswas

onek kotha na bola rat,onek opekhkha

somoy perie jay.........................

onekta somoy............sotti hoyto onekta noy........tobu amar kache onekta........sotti onekta..............onekta somoy dhore opekhkha..........na opekhkha na chesta moner birudhdhe jaoar............chesta....ekta bikele.....ekta ghum na asa dupure.......ekta klanto rate..........jokhon chokher pata gulo cheye thake ki jeno ki sunbe bole.............opekhkha kore bristi bheja sondhe gulote obhiman bhangbe bole............keu sotti ache je mukhos na mukh dekhte chay mon dekhte chay.....onek din opekhkha chilo,opekhkha keu ese somorpon korbe nijeke.............opekhkha oi duto bishshosto chokher..........jake ekdin dekhechilam rater abchayay khub sposto kore........................

opekhkha kichuta attobiswas.............kintu na ami i bhul....je chole jabar je jay....ami atkai ni..........atkano uchit hobe na bhebei...................biswas ja amar seta fire asbe............aj bujhte parchi amar kichu chiloi na hoyto...tai ei nirobota.....ei shitolota...........ei hotasha,chapa obhiman................tai hoyto biswas er binimoe peyechi obhijog........mathay kore niechi......sarajibon hoyto je kono surute egulo bhabbo........jani na etai hoyto prappo chilo.......bhalo theko sudhu bolar chilo.............bhalo rekho..............aj ses barer jonno hoyto nijeke prosno korlam.......er por thakbe sudhui sriti..............seta amar ekantoi amar.......otai keno janina ekmatro paoa holo................ekta gan sunechilam tate bola chilo kokhono amara jiti kokhono hari..................ami harlam i na hoy...............sudhu oi har tai nijer thaklo.................nijer holo.................sotti aj r kichui chai na ami klanto....sotti klanto........oboses kichui nei............thitie poreche

..........chena rong harie jay

onek somoy sudhu poristhitir bodole bodle jay dristibhongi................kokhono kokhono sudhu oporichito ekta muhurte bodle jay amader chena pothgulo.......manushgulo keno janina mukhosh hoe dhora dey...............nijeke keno ke jane oddrishsho shoktir kache porajito lage.........keno jani na chena khub chena ekta mon ojana hoe othe..........keno jani na duto chokh ajke nirbhoye bhosha kora jeto sei atotayi hoe othe.............je protima ke sorboshsho bose jenechilam eta sudhui prostor khondo hoe jay..........................keno jani na sokaler sopnogulo bikeler poronto aloy dhusor hoe jay................somosto sonali rong ghete jay................sob rong mishe jay ...............kalo r jonmo hoy.......sopner rong gulo fakashe hote hote sheshe milie jay.....................sob kichukei jeno kuasha gras koreche.......sob jhapsha...................sob

.................rong-tuli

sopno.................sopno sobai dekhte pare ki? jani na amar biswas pare na.................ami nijeke borabor sei dolobhukto kore esechi je dole sopno dekhte bhoy paoa manushra thake...........je doler manushgulo sopno dekhar cheyeo beshi bhoy pay tar bhobishshot bhebe..............amar ek bandhobi amake jibone prothom hoyto bolechen ami sopno dekhi.................sopno shobdo ta amar kache khub mulloban jotota ei tokmata............je ami sopno dekhi....................jani na sopno dekha kake bole,jani na sopno ke dekhate pare,janina sopno keno dekhe................tahole prosno ki jani?................jani sopno jiboner rosod...jani sopno beche thakar jiboni...............jani sopno dekhte parata sotti sopner motoi sundor...........jani sopno dekhte chai.......jani sopno rong-tuli hobei ekdin.....jani sopno dana debei....................

...Anwesha

ek jholok haoa
songe nie ek mutho sriti
sritir majhe khujchilam
ekta kichu,ontoto ekta porichiti
emon ekta kichu
jake ami chinte pari
othoba je amay
khujchilam akashe megher gaye gaye,
........hotat jeno kadhe kar hat
chomok bhanglo.........!!!!!!!!!!!!
ota otit,ota rat
gobhir kalo nikosh rat.............
jar ondhokare harie geche diner aalo
harie geche sriti......
harie geche porichiti....
harie gechi amio,tai....................
khujchilam sei ondhokare
nijeke.............khujchilam tobu..........
pachchilam na!!!!........

onno arshi...

ichche jokhon ichchedanar obhabe

ichcher birudhdhe jay

tokhon ichchadhin mon ekla

nisthobdho ondhokarke chuye dekhte basto hoy

ondhokar ke sporsho korecho?

chuye dekhecho ki poronto rod?

chokher jol gal beye neme ase

bhorer prothom ghaser shishir dekhecho?

chader alo gaye mekhe pagol hoy mon

halka himel haoay bhabna mele dana

oi ondhokarer arale rater hotash dirghoswas sunecho?

surjo tikhno,nirbhorjoggo tai ogrogonno

ushnota ane shitol nistej poroshe,

kintu oi aloy arie jaoa taraguloke khujecho?

amra khuji na.......naki khujte chai na??????!!!!

bhoy peye kukre jai naki........

bhoyer arale nijeke rakhi.....................?!

nil nirjone.............nishshobde

nil rongta amar khub pochonder...............karon............kono karon hoyto sotti sotti nri tobu khub bhalolage ei rong ta............kothay bole nil rong naki cheleder stahe onek beshi khap khay.....hote pare kintu ami nil rong ta ke khub pochondo kori meye hoeo............ami nil rongtar sathe onek kichuke melate pari bolei hoyto...........amar mone hoy nil rong holo akorshon,abedon,osombhob shanti,tibro jontrona,protyakhkhan,opekhkha sob kichuri ekta chitrobhas..............shobdo ta amar banano hoyto mane nei..........chitro bhas mane ami ja bolte chailam ta holo chobir bhasa.............kono kobir kono shilpir aka kono chobir bhasa.....................nil er sathe ami nijeke khub bhalo melate pari.............odbhut kintu sotti pari..........

songi sudhu tup-tap.........

borsha jani na keno amar nijer moner khub kacher...borsha amake sob somoy kotha furole kotha dieche abeg furole abeg dieche emonki chokher jolero konodin obhabh hote deyni...............kothao jeno ekta tan ache borsha-bristir sathe amar(bohuloke eki kotha bole jodio)...................amar chokhe jeno bises kore ei ritu ta dhora dey onnobhabe......dhora dito ba dhora dey ajkal,bola hoyto bhalo hobe.borsha-bristi amar kache sotej sobuj gondho,ekta apato basto sokaler poriborte ekta olos din,ojachito ekta obokash,ekta prappo somman harie fela kishori,hostel er janlar gorad dhore ekta nishshongo dupur-songi sudhu tup-tap,asbestus er chaler upor bristir nupur er ektana awaz,barir janlar samner dekhte dekhte poche jaoa rasta tar ekta onno rup...........amar kache bosha holo class er fake hat ta barie jol chure deoa porichito mukhe.........notun notun class er pase hotat i jome jaoa jol dekhte gie senior er bhasano nouko......amar kache borsha mane it pata rastay lafie chola(senior der kora onushashon upekhkha kore)...amar kache bristi mane nagalingam er gacher ful chorano rastay ba dik bachie matir gondho neoa.......amar kache bristi-borsha holo asansol theke kanna chepe eka black e fera............asansol er kono ek college r canteen e kono ek brihospoti bare mukhomukhi bosa............amar kache bristi holo kothar fake cigerette er dhoyar baron r gacher patar ses chuye asa joler fota..............amar kache borsha amar kichu mulloban sriti kichu harano prapti..

..........batha mor uthbe jole

amar biswas er upor ogadh astha..............ami biswas korte bhalobasi..............ami sopno dekhte bhalobasi...ami biswas kori biswas er jor manusher onratma ke sobol kore shokto kore..........ami mani biswas korte parle nijer modhdhe aro probol biswas jonmo ney.....ami biswas kori biswas manushke bodle dey...manushke notun rup dey....erokom hoy na je kono manusher jibone sada kalo bhinno rong nei,ami mani na manush sudhu kalo ba sada hoy....ami biswas kori manush kichuta sada kichuta kalo............kintu ei kalota kichutei sada ke dhakte pare na...........biswas korle aghat pete hobe eta swabhabbik kintu tar mane ei hotei pare na je er por sopno dekhte bhule jete hobe biswas korte para jabe na...........ami mani jara ekbar dhakka kheye biswas korte ba bachte bhule jay tara bhitu tara porashroyi...........ami mani pore gie uthte na parata swabhabik holeo pore gie uthte shikhte paratai biswas er jor................ami biswas kori oi mombatir alor solpomeyadi roshshite ja hoyto beshi somoy thake na kintu ses obdi kalo dur kore jay..............ses obdi... tate take nijekei jolte hok na keno...............ami aloy biswas kori,alor tibrotay noy.